Weee... ok... back from my Malaysia trip... It's like fun ~ ! like so much to say... so i'll juz cut it short.

Day 1:
Reached home and after i bathed was about 1.30am already. (Was partying at eve's house the day before... haha) Slept and woke up around 5.30am. Woot ... 4h of rest... of coz woke up dizzy ~ mm.. can't remember what else i did... mm..then went to my uncle house to wait for the bus ~ The bus is great ! ... got tv and the comfy chair..haha... i watched like 4/5 movies before reaching genting at around 6/7pm.

LoL... i forgot to take photo of the bus... hahaha... but i remember i took 1... maybe i deleted it already...

ok...so the 1st nite at genting was over after dinner. Nothing interesting.

Day 2:
The fun begins... haha... when to the outdoor themepark after breakfast ! The rides were great but the waiting time was the best. Picture speaks a thousand word. So... the pix !

Hehe... the first ride i wanna take but is not the first ride that i took~ Looks cool eh ? yepz.. it's great.

I got the tixs for the above ride ! Sorrow behind the smile

(The basic tix did not include this ride. =( it cost RM10 / pax. i got 4 ... so it's RM 40. I treat my cousins and sis to this ride. Heartpain >.<'' )

Ok. The 2.5h wait ride which my cousin wanna take. (Meanwhile, The group split and we went for like another 3 rides)

How I wish ke ai was there to take this ride with me... It's like so love... =) Er... I meant the boating... Not that superman thingie ride. Ok. So Day 2 ended with a chirstmas celebration in the hotel room.

Day 3: Get ready to go to KL times square hotel. I'll skip the boring part and go to the pix~ First thing first.

The room is big. The toilet is big. And this amazed me.

My bed for the nite. It's pretty comfy. ^^

Hohoho... 1 of the rides which I wanna take. I took it twice in a row..haha

mm... got another ride which turns you 360 around and quite high.. I took it...but forgot the pix... >.<

>.< .. 3pcs for RM 10 which is like 3pcs for about S$5. o.o... rich kids... That's about the end of Day 3

Day 4: Preparing for home. More pix ! The roof is on fire ?

The unfinished black jelly ( gua ling gao) - did i spell correctly ?

That's about all for the day. Sat the same bus, watched movie and here I am at home blogging. ok.. That's all folks ! always smile ^^

wEeeEeeEeee ~ End of my bro 21st birthday party ~ haha.. It was great ^^

Ok.. now i shall write my thoughts about my performance for this term test:-

IPT - Bleahz... totally demoralised... Tried to memorise everything, but yet almost blank out during the test.

PIA - The paper which I have the most confidence in.

CSAS4 - I always remain neutral towards English type of modules. haha

Bpharm - mm... Kinda demoralised too... sad...

Pmic - hahaha.. i dunno what i am writing. LoL

PIPC2 - mm.. not enough time to complete. overall, it's still good.. compared with the other papers.

Overall conclusion - Need to be more hardworking.

Term break now. 1st week is totally used up by projects and stuff. Mm... kinda sad that the first week is gone littat. nvm.. going for a holiday on the 2nd week ^^. Smile =)

Kinda stressed over alot of stuff nowadays. Pmic proposal i screwed up badly already. I'm really scared to screw up other projects... mm... anyway, am i pushing myself too hard ? mm... don't think so. I think i can do better... haix... disappointed with myself...

Ok... enough about academic stuff... now to relations...lol..

mmm... this ah.. more stress... I also dunno how to begin...

ok.. firstly, I think i have already, seriously, 100% think through it.. No more thinking about it, no more stressing about it. Live life as simple as possible ! smile =)
Anyway, why bother with something which you don't even have to begin with ? Gotta take it easy yet seriously. Lol... what am i talking ? I also have no idea... haha

I have always believe in time. Time can tell alot of stuff only if you have the patience to wait.. so.. ya. juz believe in it. anyway, patience is a virtue isn't it ? haha

And lastly, always smile =)

Mm...

mM...

haha. Term test ~ jia you everyone !

Haha... long time since i last posted.

Actually i got nothing much to say, mm... but lots of xin shi.. haha..which cannot be typed here.

haix... sian... nvm......

think of ke ai can le..haha

Juz complete my pmic proposal. I say it's about 97% completed. Left the editing which is the worst part of anything. Well... editing is not so bad... but it reminds me of the nitemare PLM. sian...

haha..I juz applied a part time job in a biomedical industry through the help of a lecturer. Not sure if I will be able to get it. haha..nvm bout it.. still long to sem break.

wee.. nothing much changed over the past few days... I'm still me, and me is still I.. LoL ? what am i talking ? hahaha..nvm

Gotta start revising. There's lots of quiz next week..haha.sian! jia you jia you ! ^^

wOOt... my very own psp! It's 1day old already. hahahhahaha...It's cool !!!!!!!! hahah..gonna be addicted to it soon..lol.. need to get more games ! ^^

Haix... Not sure whether this is my luck or fate. Everytime I will have lousy group members in the group and everytime I will be the one doing most of the stuff. Each sem without fail, I will be in the same class as 1 person. Not only that, even group, not chosen by us, will be in the same group.

I'm going mad... Help... help... Guess it's of no use. Gotta accept it. My patience is thinning already. Not sure when I'm gonna explode. Argh... tired, frustated and helpless. Guess the one of the way to reduce these is by writing them out... at least reduce some but not all.

Am I doing the right thing anyway ? Writing , crapping... At the end of the day, it's like useless...saddening...

Gonna buy my very own psp !! haha... This means $$ gone. haha... Sorry eve ! your bday present quality would be reduced.. haha

ok..enough crapping... gotta go back to do my pmic proposal.... haix

Long time since I last posted one entry. Yes, school started already. A new semester means a new hope and this new hope means Ke Ai! Yes, ke ai from Bms, Bmt option, that ke ai gal. For so long, have being admiring her from afar. Too bad, cannot admire her closer which is why I feel sad.

No doubts, this post is delicated to the wonderful, adorable, cute ke ai. Today, during BPhar lectures, I sat behind ke ai !!! It was a wonderful feeling. So near yet so far (haix). I find it hard to concentrate during lectures for quite awhile. Ke ai is simply too adorable ! Kinda happy sitting there listening to lectures. In fact, it reduces the possibility of me falling asleep during the lecture. However, time flies when you are enjoying it, lecture ended earlier than it should be. This is something to be happy about but it also means that I will not be able to see ke ai.

Hopefully I can see ke ai everyday ! She brightens up my day even if seeing her for like 1 second. ^^

Now, 12.36am. Here I am doing nothing except typing these. Not forgetting sipping some chrysanthemum tea too. Well, life have been boring for me. Kinda missed school already. Yepz, left 3 more weeks of holidays which means I have to endure another 3 more weeks before going to school.

It's kinda weird. I dunno when I started to like schooling. However, years left in school is very little, 1.5 years more to end poly life. This also means 1.5 years more to NS. Time flies, I still remember those secondary school days. yea...

I've been thinking alot for these past few nites. Thinking about my life. Sometimes I wonder if my expectation of others is too high. Perhaps yes. Mm. So I've thought through already. In the future, I shalln't expect anything already.

My mind is filled with question marks... Perhaps giving up is the best choice already. Oh well, we'll see... =

18 Sep 2006
Mm... Monday. Actually wanna watch the 2.20pm slot for pulse. Meeting time with Eve was 1.00pm. Then extended to 1.30pm. Afterwhich, due to special circumstances, changed the movie time to 4.40pm. Met up with Eve at 2.30pm ? Went to PS. Pulse was like a no meaning show. Advise: Don't watch unless dvd or vcd otherwise juz a waste of money. Went of out PS and walked all the way to Fareast. Yea.. On the way, we saw a gay couple ? LoL.. I missed the best part but Eve saw everthing.LoL. Mm.. Nothing interesting already.

19 Sep 2006
Went to Bugis -> PS -> Chinatown
*No details included*
After this, dunno why I feel that there is no hope. Haix. . . . . but still got ke ai ^^

20 Sep 2006
After planning a ice skating outing for like 3 weeks ? Only 5 person went. Kinda pathatic. Sad actually. Haix. Didn't really go according to my actual plan(to MW of coz). Anyway, there's a long wait on the mrt station. haha. After that reached Fuji ice palace and started off our day. Ice skating is fun ^^... Kinda hope ke ai went actually. Lol... Maybe another time ! There's still hope ^^. We skated like for 4hours ? kinda hungry after that. Went to orchard and fareast. Nothing much again.

Busy week I would say. Going out to shop for bbq stuff on friday~ BBQ on sat ! =p

Long time since I last posted anything.

Last week
Something major happened. Ya. Not gonna blog bout it k? haha.

Results
A few comments on my results:-
Fpath: C+ mm... Actually, I've not much hope on fpath. So, it's alright ~
PUO: B+ bah... Disappointed.
OC2: A mm... Was hoping for a Z. Oh well...
PLM: B mm... lol. Good? Not sure. Anyway, was hoping for result around B. So it's good.
I-Psy: B cool! I thought I will get worse result. haha. B is already good. =)
CSAS3: C mm... Was hoping for a C+. Well, not much difference. haha
cGPA: 3.05

ya. My GPA increased. I was very amazed when I saw it. From 3.04 to 3.05 ! LoL.

Life
ok ! Back to the holidays. This week kinda packed. Actually, there's nothing much to type also. Oh ya. Watched finished 1litre of tears within 1 day. haha. Next: A song to the sun.! Gonna watch pulse later ! lol.

ok. Shall end my post here. Until got something interesting to type or I'm very the bored.

yea ! Hope to see ke ai ! =)

yea.. End of the 1st week of holidays. Ended it off by going to marina south to eat the seafood bbq thingie..haha.

Being organizing alot of stuff. Felt kinda like a failure. Dunno why. Anyway, organising many stuff at the same time is quite stressing, especially on your phone bills..haha

bleahz.. nothing much to update.. will update more soon ! when got lots of things to type..hehe

Installed the new password security system to prevent unwanted visitors.. haha.. eve and gg should know who. weee..

The password of coz.. is based on the cute person ..hehe

TUESDAY nite- 4th day of the holidays

mm.. only 4 days.. i'm bored to tears already.mm..lemme think what i did.
Fri
stayed at home and no life- played games ...
Sat
stayed at home with lesser life(mm..below no life? negative life!)-played more games and become bore-er.
Sun
mm.. not so bad. got a book to read-Amulet of Samarkand. Nice book actually. Spent the whole day reading? and finished 492 pages.
Mon
mm.. went to ubi (comfort driving center) to register for my driving lisense. haha.. interesting day. Firstly, we got lost. We took 63 and actually overshot the right stop. mm.. actually, we are not sure where to stop in the first place. haha. Took taxi to the center and register. Then took another taxi to Eunos mrt. In that taxi, got the news of Steve Irwin, the beloved coc hunter, being killed by a stingray. Ya. Gonna have bbq stingray next week. with sambal of coz. After that, we went back to tp to watch zh and jy develop photos.haha. and that is the end of our day.
Tues
mmmmmmmm. Another boring day. Started off by watching southpark the movie. haha.. funny show but it last only around an hour. After that, sit, watch tv, play game, sit, dream, knock my head(juz kidding) until now.hahah
BORED

Mmm... Hope the next few days will be interesting. Yea ! Thursday, ice-skating!! weee.. oh ya..better msg them to confirm. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Eve - haha.. I'm also confused. Don't ask me about my feelings, what I wanna do. haix. confused confused. nvm.. Thursday go MW ! ke ai ke ai~

yea.. organising lots of activities. haha.. but still haven't found a job.. hahah.. at home growing mushroom. Without games, I'm realllyyyyy bored.

ok.. off to organise more stuff. mm..confirm to be exact.

Exams are OVER ~!

weeee ~!~!~! what a week. Actually, it's kinda fast. Another semester ended juz like this. Now gotta wait for results. Hope my gpa increase, even a bit bit bit also can. Juz don't drop...haha
ok- mm.. my view on the papers.
Fpath
mm.. not too bad. Got memorise can liaoz.
Puo
TOTAL demoralizer. haix.. didn't expect those questions.. haha
Oc2
Mm.. Kinda alright. Dunno can score or not. Realise got lots of careless mistake ( that's me !)

haha. weee.. ok. next target: get my driving lisence ~! and of coz, learn piano ~(at least learn to play 1 full song by the end of this holiday)

Lots of plan for this holiday. Lemme name afew:
1) go MW walk walk
2) go walk around MW
3) go Mw shop

hahaha... Don't ask me why.

BROKEN wallet.

spent alot these few days.. ya... bday celebration, pubbing... broken.

yea..exams is coming ~! haha..todays' plan was to complete plm but end up going to pub with kj and sy for sy bday celebration. haha.. juz reached home not long.

yea.. hope to complete plm and oc2 by tml. oh ya..still gonna watch lakehouse tml..

what a week..~ =

END OF LAST DAY OF YEAR 2.1

haha.. Started the day off with a presentation. Phew. I made it through with just 1min+ reaching 2min. I'm the fastest presenter~! (or in another "not-so-nice" term. Presenter with the least content) haha. I don't care about it. It's all about presentation anyway ~! weeee~

There are 2 good things to end my last day of school.
1st) Got back oc2 quiz3. Got 24.5/28. Happy ! but not so because lost 1.5 marks due to carelessness. Nvm. The last exam is reaching in another 2 weeks time. Cannot "trip". There is no reason to get less than a B+ for oc2. Of course. My aim- Z . haha.

2nd) Heard from Ms chua. My team(lemsip group) got the highest marks for the report among all the other lemsip groups. Happy. I wanna claim 95% of the credits which I think is reasonable. My time and effort put into this report is definately more than 24h. Sleeping at around 3am just to edit the report for almost a week. I done alot of editing and linking of the reports. It's like a 1-man show for this report. Luckily got good marks, or else I think I'll go die. bahs. haha. Anyway, I wonder WHO in my team will appreciate my effort? recognize my effort? give me my due credit? I guess none. I asked one of my group member (which I wouldn't name) to treat me for the good results of our report (he was also present when we heard this news). He acted as if he done alot and asked why should he? I was really sad. Anyway, I didn't expect that he don't even wanna give me credit. I don't care about the treat. I juz want the recognition of my hardwork. hiax. All he done was the easier parts. Simple and short type. Even so, I've done ALL the editing. I really meant ALL. Sorry to pour out my frustation and disappointment(?) here. I need to say it, or else it's really too much to handle. Anyway, so much for the hardwork. The other parts is the presentation, which I think I done average only. It's so ironic that the one who put in average effort will get the highest marks for it. WHAT CAN I DO? I don't even wanna mark them down in peer evalutation. If they give me low marks, I dunno. It's very saddening. That's why I'm typing it down here. To relieve me of my misery(?). haix. I wonder how hard is it for them to give me my recognition. Talking about presentation. Even the powerpoint was edited by me. Background created by me. Pictures added by me. (except kenny's part). I realised something very important. Finding good group members is very very important. Perhaps next time I need to "open" my eyes before choosing group members. Experienced with years of solo-ing. I'm really tired. Really, really tired. So many projects going on at the same time. It's really hard to handle.

* haha. Feeling better already. Yea~ anyway, life goes on. Maybe I really want people to recognize my effort. As said earlier, I've put in too much effort. Really too much I guess. No one recognize my hardwork in the end. I've asked myself " Is it worth it to put in so much effort ? Is it? Should I mark down them? Will they mark me down?" Ya. No use being bothered by it already. Let me forget it and go on with life.
** Oh ya. I typed what I'm feeling here is just for me to vent my frustation. Not to gain pity or what-so-ever. So please, if any of you read this, don't go around spreading. Thx


Ok. Carry on with my long day. After that incident, it was puo last tutorial. Spent 1 whole hour on just question 1. Haha. I can confirm from this that there will be 1 question(which will most likely worth a lot of marks in the exam) on it. At the end of the tutorial, gave Van her decoy present(which was a cute frying pan). She was shocked and what I expected(surprised and happy) with the present.

After that went to Sakae sushi to eat the buffet. Ate till really very full. Till now I don't even feel hungry. Haha. After which, celebrated with the cake and gave her the real present. Then we went safra to play pool.

Saw her went home with her friend. Should have insisted that I sent her home. Too bad. Perhaps like what van said. The timing is wrong ? or perhaps it's fate ? I dunno. Confused as usual. haix.

Reached home and blogged. haha.. Realised I spent like 30min to blog this. haha.kk.. Have a nice nites. I hope.

Oc2 quiz down. 1 more puo project and 1 more plm presentation to go. Oc2 quiz is alright. Relatively easy compared to other quizes. Hope to get good marks, but scared of careless. zZz. haix. nvm. It's over. Gotta chiong puo tml.

Been confused lately. Don't really know what to do. haix. Should I carry on or give up ? "well, you never know till you try." I used to tell that to people. Haha. Yet, I can't apply it to myself. bleahz.. what a failure. zZz... We''ll see.......

1 more week till the end of this sem, 2.1. Time flies~ Even though it's 1 week left, there's still alot of work to be done. Yepz~ This sem, there's only 3 examable modules which is, Fpath, PUO and OC2. I've lots of hope on PUO and OC2. Hope I aren't gonna "fall" again. Psychology is over. PLM, 1 more presentation and 1 more term test to end it. phew. Oc2 last quiz on monday. Gotta study for it. haha. I've realised i've begun to start studying for quizes and test. Perhaps this is due to my desire to get good grades after like falling many times ? Sad to say, my expectations of myself is very high. Ironically, I don't study for exams in the past. Haha. Suddenly remember my 'o' level results. Cannot blame anyone but myself for not revising. Anyway, it's over ~ Now gotta do well for my poly results. yea... Jia you to me ~! ^^ (self motivation) haha. My target GPA for this sem is 3.5 ! ok. It's not realistic because in order to get GPA 3.5, I gotta score at least a A for ALL my modules. Psychology is already gone case. Thus, I don't think I will be able to get 3.5. However, I'll still aim around 3.5. Haha

This month there's alot of nice movies that i wanna watch. As usual, I can't find anyone to watch with. bleahz. Sad.
List of movies I wanna watch:
The Lake House - yea. Heard from friends it's boring, but~ i still wanna watch. ^^
The Ant Bully - hehe.. yea ~ animations ~
My Super Ex-Girlfriend - comedy + lameness(imho) = suits me. haha
Clicks - comedy ~ yea ~
Ghost Game - Horror.. hehe.. This genre of movie is the hardest to find people to watch with.

yepz. 5 ! movies. Gonna go broke but it's ok ~ movies ~! ^^

Oh yea~ Gonna go register for my basic theory later ~!! hehe. Only thing I hope is that the test date does not clash with my exam time. Or else, I think I will skip the basic test and go for my module which in my humble opinion is more important. The best situation is of course the basic test falls on monday, after exam week. haha. Hope to get my lisense for driving by the end of September ~!

It's 2am already. Time passes quickly even though I'm bored ? Lol.

*Waiting is never fun~ Nevertheless, patience is the key.

Done most of PLM stuff already. Time for me to relax ^^~ Kinda losing my drive to get things done. Haha.

Saw the NDP today ~ w00t.. on the tv..haha~ Actually nothing much to type except that this is my new blogskin !! hehe.

Give commmmeeennntttss please ~

w00t ~! done my blogskin ~ all by my own !! hee. ^^ !! how is it ?? haha. Hard to find the buttons ? yepz ~ will continue to update my blog together with the few outdated links. =p..

ok..enough of blog stuff. Gotta do plm ~ x.x sian..will update more tonite.

haha. nothing much to do. so here i am blogging. Actually there's nothing much to say. I think it's gonna be another busy week for me. Gotta try to complete plm powerpoint by monday nite, but i think i'll take at least 2 days. haha. National day is coming soon ~ 1 day to rest. Not bad... bah. Tml got fpath quiz. Haven't really memorised everything. Hope she will go through the topics 1 more time tml ~ hope !!! which is what i need alot. Oh ya ~ there's still puo assignment. mm... I think i'll collect this this week. Exams is coming... haven't started revision ? haha. DRP requires commitment till year 3 and takes up SIP. This is sian. I think i'll skip DRP. Working is not a bad option for the holidays ? haha. Must start working this holidays already. I wonder why i suddenly become so kan chiong. Trying to rush this and that. haix. It's tiring at times. Sian...confusing feelings again ~ nvm.. i'll go and sleep ~ =

What a cake week... =)
Had a total of 6 cakes this week..
Sat- chocolate
wed- fruits & mango
fri - coffee
Sat - Blueberry & fruits ~

hehe... lottsa cakes ~ all of them taste great... hehe

At loooonnnngggg last .... psychology module is completed!!!! Only thing is to wait for the results, which i don't think it will be even fair for me. kinda sad. haix.. for that kind of effort, i think the results will be justified. Bah ~ at least 1 down, 4 to go~

Tues
My wish came true~! My psychology group presented 2nd in class. Guess what ? They only started to prepare their script when the 1st group is presenting. I was like wth... of coz, i buay tahan them already. Angry ? frasturated ? I think i'm more disappointed. Looks can be deceiving. I thought i got good group members but end up... littat. Really nothing to say. bah~ gotta learn to look more "clearly" already. Luckily psychology is over... this sat(term test) . Yea~ i think my group flunk the presentation. Gotta really chiong for the term test. So much to do with so little time. =(

Wed
THX Lots everyone for everything. Kinda happy for a day =) . Only thing bad about today is lessons from 9 to 6... other then that, it's fun ~

Thurs
Went to sch to do puo. Nothing much. Juz revised finished plm but i don't think much entered my head. Kinda losing concentration these few days. Hope i will be able to do plm tml ~...

Finished PLM !! at long last... feeling very relaxed ~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ that's good...

hehe..thinking about peer evaluations... if i were to give lousy marks... is it fair to them ? haix... kinda confusing feeling and thinking... maybe it's my fault for not giving clear instructions ??

Actually... got a mixed feelings... haix...

It's gonna be a busy week ~~ yea.. hope my psychology group gets to be either 2nd or 3rd to present... Get done and over with... stressful... haix...

mm... what can i say... been a very busy week...

Today, kena pangseh by my psychology group members. 1 sick, 1 woke up late...1 wanna do other work...I really bo wei gong about them lioaz... haix... Make me wake up at 9am. slept for like 4.5h only... Reached sch at around 10 am then saw collin and rennie doing puo.. joined them at the library com and slacked till like 12.30pm before going for lunch.

Meetup with sy at 1.30pm and went to bought prezzie for kj. Guess what... we bought a "cap" ,the one that can cover the whole type, and a flying pan !!! The pan is very cool !!! after that we went to hospital to visit the bday boy... haha.. poor thing ... 4 days hospitalized... very the sian for him... yea.. Hope he gets well soon ~

YeA ~ celebrated his bday , and mine, and sy in CGH... haha.. nice cake btw... hee... got a cute cup with "making love" on it...(making love - 2 bears fixing a love shape puzzle... ahah..don't think too much) after that went to bugis and walked to marina square... haha...

Dinner was interesting... we ate at billy bombers... i ordered a spring chicken and guess what ? i dunno how to cut properly... aha...was like making a fool out of myself... lol... sian... must practise already...

Now. ? completed plm part 1... still got part 2... haix... less than 24h to complete... stressed ? not sure... haix... Anyway, hope that my psychology presentation will be on this week..

hee... nites ! =))

Almost 1 year since i last blogged... haha... dunno why suddenly wanna blog...hee... will have a short post .. kk

hee =))