BROKEN wallet.
spent alot these few days.. ya... bday celebration, pubbing... broken.
yea..exams is coming ~! haha..todays' plan was to complete plm but end up going to pub with kj and sy for sy bday celebration. haha.. juz reached home not long.
yea.. hope to complete plm and oc2 by tml. oh ya..still gonna watch lakehouse tml..
what a week..~ =
Saturday, August 19, 2006
END OF LAST DAY OF YEAR 2.1
haha.. Started the day off with a presentation. Phew. I made it through with just 1min+ reaching 2min. I'm the fastest presenter~! (or in another "not-so-nice" term. Presenter with the least content) haha. I don't care about it. It's all about presentation anyway ~! weeee~
There are 2 good things to end my last day of school.
1st) Got back oc2 quiz3. Got 24.5/28. Happy ! but not so because lost 1.5 marks due to carelessness. Nvm. The last exam is reaching in another 2 weeks time. Cannot "trip". There is no reason to get less than a B+ for oc2. Of course. My aim- Z . haha.
2nd) Heard from Ms chua. My team(lemsip group) got the highest marks for the report among all the other lemsip groups. Happy. I wanna claim 95% of the credits which I think is reasonable. My time and effort put into this report is definately more than 24h. Sleeping at around 3am just to edit the report for almost a week. I done alot of editing and linking of the reports. It's like a 1-man show for this report. Luckily got good marks, or else I think I'll go die. bahs. haha. Anyway, I wonder WHO in my team will appreciate my effort? recognize my effort? give me my due credit? I guess none. I asked one of my group member (which I wouldn't name) to treat me for the good results of our report (he was also present when we heard this news). He acted as if he done alot and asked why should he? I was really sad. Anyway, I didn't expect that he don't even wanna give me credit. I don't care about the treat. I juz want the recognition of my hardwork. hiax. All he done was the easier parts. Simple and short type. Even so, I've done ALL the editing. I really meant ALL. Sorry to pour out my frustation and disappointment(?) here. I need to say it, or else it's really too much to handle. Anyway, so much for the hardwork. The other parts is the presentation, which I think I done average only. It's so ironic that the one who put in average effort will get the highest marks for it. WHAT CAN I DO? I don't even wanna mark them down in peer evalutation. If they give me low marks, I dunno. It's very saddening. That's why I'm typing it down here. To relieve me of my misery(?). haix. I wonder how hard is it for them to give me my recognition. Talking about presentation. Even the powerpoint was edited by me. Background created by me. Pictures added by me. (except kenny's part). I realised something very important. Finding good group members is very very important. Perhaps next time I need to "open" my eyes before choosing group members. Experienced with years of solo-ing. I'm really tired. Really, really tired. So many projects going on at the same time. It's really hard to handle.
* haha. Feeling better already. Yea~ anyway, life goes on. Maybe I really want people to recognize my effort. As said earlier, I've put in too much effort. Really too much I guess. No one recognize my hardwork in the end. I've asked myself " Is it worth it to put in so much effort ? Is it? Should I mark down them? Will they mark me down?" Ya. No use being bothered by it already. Let me forget it and go on with life.
** Oh ya. I typed what I'm feeling here is just for me to vent my frustation. Not to gain pity or what-so-ever. So please, if any of you read this, don't go around spreading. Thx
Ok. Carry on with my long day. After that incident, it was puo last tutorial. Spent 1 whole hour on just question 1. Haha. I can confirm from this that there will be 1 question(which will most likely worth a lot of marks in the exam) on it. At the end of the tutorial, gave Van her decoy present(which was a cute frying pan). She was shocked and what I expected(surprised and happy) with the present.
After that went to Sakae sushi to eat the buffet. Ate till really very full. Till now I don't even feel hungry. Haha. After which, celebrated with the cake and gave her the real present. Then we went safra to play pool.
Saw her went home with her friend. Should have insisted that I sent her home. Too bad. Perhaps like what van said. The timing is wrong ? or perhaps it's fate ? I dunno. Confused as usual. haix.
Reached home and blogged. haha.. Realised I spent like 30min to blog this. haha.kk.. Have a nice nites. I hope.
haha.. Started the day off with a presentation. Phew. I made it through with just 1min+ reaching 2min. I'm the fastest presenter~! (or in another "not-so-nice" term. Presenter with the least content) haha. I don't care about it. It's all about presentation anyway ~! weeee~
There are 2 good things to end my last day of school.
1st) Got back oc2 quiz3. Got 24.5/28. Happy ! but not so because lost 1.5 marks due to carelessness. Nvm. The last exam is reaching in another 2 weeks time. Cannot "trip". There is no reason to get less than a B+ for oc2. Of course. My aim- Z . haha.
2nd) Heard from Ms chua. My team(lemsip group) got the highest marks for the report among all the other lemsip groups. Happy. I wanna claim 95% of the credits which I think is reasonable. My time and effort put into this report is definately more than 24h. Sleeping at around 3am just to edit the report for almost a week. I done alot of editing and linking of the reports. It's like a 1-man show for this report. Luckily got good marks, or else I think I'll go die. bahs. haha. Anyway, I wonder WHO in my team will appreciate my effort? recognize my effort? give me my due credit? I guess none. I asked one of my group member (which I wouldn't name) to treat me for the good results of our report (he was also present when we heard this news). He acted as if he done alot and asked why should he? I was really sad. Anyway, I didn't expect that he don't even wanna give me credit. I don't care about the treat. I juz want the recognition of my hardwork. hiax. All he done was the easier parts. Simple and short type. Even so, I've done ALL the editing. I really meant ALL. Sorry to pour out my frustation and disappointment(?) here. I need to say it, or else it's really too much to handle. Anyway, so much for the hardwork. The other parts is the presentation, which I think I done average only. It's so ironic that the one who put in average effort will get the highest marks for it. WHAT CAN I DO? I don't even wanna mark them down in peer evalutation. If they give me low marks, I dunno. It's very saddening. That's why I'm typing it down here. To relieve me of my misery(?). haix. I wonder how hard is it for them to give me my recognition. Talking about presentation. Even the powerpoint was edited by me. Background created by me. Pictures added by me. (except kenny's part). I realised something very important. Finding good group members is very very important. Perhaps next time I need to "open" my eyes before choosing group members. Experienced with years of solo-ing. I'm really tired. Really, really tired. So many projects going on at the same time. It's really hard to handle.
* haha. Feeling better already. Yea~ anyway, life goes on. Maybe I really want people to recognize my effort. As said earlier, I've put in too much effort. Really too much I guess. No one recognize my hardwork in the end. I've asked myself " Is it worth it to put in so much effort ? Is it? Should I mark down them? Will they mark me down?" Ya. No use being bothered by it already. Let me forget it and go on with life.
** Oh ya. I typed what I'm feeling here is just for me to vent my frustation. Not to gain pity or what-so-ever. So please, if any of you read this, don't go around spreading. Thx
Ok. Carry on with my long day. After that incident, it was puo last tutorial. Spent 1 whole hour on just question 1. Haha. I can confirm from this that there will be 1 question(which will most likely worth a lot of marks in the exam) on it. At the end of the tutorial, gave Van her decoy present(which was a cute frying pan). She was shocked and what I expected(surprised and happy) with the present.
After that went to Sakae sushi to eat the buffet. Ate till really very full. Till now I don't even feel hungry. Haha. After which, celebrated with the cake and gave her the real present. Then we went safra to play pool.
Saw her went home with her friend. Should have insisted that I sent her home. Too bad. Perhaps like what van said. The timing is wrong ? or perhaps it's fate ? I dunno. Confused as usual. haix.
Reached home and blogged. haha.. Realised I spent like 30min to blog this. haha.kk.. Have a nice nites. I hope.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Oc2 quiz down. 1 more puo project and 1 more plm presentation to go. Oc2 quiz is alright. Relatively easy compared to other quizes. Hope to get good marks, but scared of careless. zZz. haix. nvm. It's over. Gotta chiong puo tml.
Been confused lately. Don't really know what to do. haix. Should I carry on or give up ? "well, you never know till you try." I used to tell that to people. Haha. Yet, I can't apply it to myself. bleahz.. what a failure. zZz... We''ll see.......
Been confused lately. Don't really know what to do. haix. Should I carry on or give up ? "well, you never know till you try." I used to tell that to people. Haha. Yet, I can't apply it to myself. bleahz.. what a failure. zZz... We''ll see.......
Saturday, August 12, 2006
1 more week till the end of this sem, 2.1. Time flies~ Even though it's 1 week left, there's still alot of work to be done. Yepz~ This sem, there's only 3 examable modules which is, Fpath, PUO and OC2. I've lots of hope on PUO and OC2. Hope I aren't gonna "fall" again. Psychology is over. PLM, 1 more presentation and 1 more term test to end it. phew. Oc2 last quiz on monday. Gotta study for it. haha. I've realised i've begun to start studying for quizes and test. Perhaps this is due to my desire to get good grades after like falling many times ? Sad to say, my expectations of myself is very high. Ironically, I don't study for exams in the past. Haha. Suddenly remember my 'o' level results. Cannot blame anyone but myself for not revising. Anyway, it's over ~ Now gotta do well for my poly results. yea... Jia you to me ~! ^^ (self motivation) haha. My target GPA for this sem is 3.5 ! ok. It's not realistic because in order to get GPA 3.5, I gotta score at least a A for ALL my modules. Psychology is already gone case. Thus, I don't think I will be able to get 3.5. However, I'll still aim around 3.5. Haha
This month there's alot of nice movies that i wanna watch. As usual, I can't find anyone to watch with. bleahz. Sad.
List of movies I wanna watch:
The Lake House - yea. Heard from friends it's boring, but~ i still wanna watch. ^^
The Ant Bully - hehe.. yea ~ animations ~
My Super Ex-Girlfriend - comedy + lameness(imho) = suits me. haha
Clicks - comedy ~ yea ~
Ghost Game - Horror.. hehe.. This genre of movie is the hardest to find people to watch with.
yepz. 5 ! movies. Gonna go broke but it's ok ~ movies ~! ^^
Oh yea~ Gonna go register for my basic theory later ~!! hehe. Only thing I hope is that the test date does not clash with my exam time. Or else, I think I will skip the basic test and go for my module which in my humble opinion is more important. The best situation is of course the basic test falls on monday, after exam week. haha. Hope to get my lisense for driving by the end of September ~!
It's 2am already. Time passes quickly even though I'm bored ? Lol.
*Waiting is never fun~ Nevertheless, patience is the key.
This month there's alot of nice movies that i wanna watch. As usual, I can't find anyone to watch with. bleahz. Sad.
List of movies I wanna watch:
The Lake House - yea. Heard from friends it's boring, but~ i still wanna watch. ^^
The Ant Bully - hehe.. yea ~ animations ~
My Super Ex-Girlfriend - comedy + lameness(imho) = suits me. haha
Clicks - comedy ~ yea ~
Ghost Game - Horror.. hehe.. This genre of movie is the hardest to find people to watch with.
yepz. 5 ! movies. Gonna go broke but it's ok ~ movies ~! ^^
Oh yea~ Gonna go register for my basic theory later ~!! hehe. Only thing I hope is that the test date does not clash with my exam time. Or else, I think I will skip the basic test and go for my module which in my humble opinion is more important. The best situation is of course the basic test falls on monday, after exam week. haha. Hope to get my lisense for driving by the end of September ~!
It's 2am already. Time passes quickly even though I'm bored ? Lol.
*Waiting is never fun~ Nevertheless, patience is the key.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Monday, August 07, 2006
haha. nothing much to do. so here i am blogging. Actually there's nothing much to say. I think it's gonna be another busy week for me. Gotta try to complete plm powerpoint by monday nite, but i think i'll take at least 2 days. haha. National day is coming soon ~ 1 day to rest. Not bad... bah. Tml got fpath quiz. Haven't really memorised everything. Hope she will go through the topics 1 more time tml ~ hope !!! which is what i need alot. Oh ya ~ there's still puo assignment. mm... I think i'll collect this this week. Exams is coming... haven't started revision ? haha. DRP requires commitment till year 3 and takes up SIP. This is sian. I think i'll skip DRP. Working is not a bad option for the holidays ? haha. Must start working this holidays already. I wonder why i suddenly become so kan chiong. Trying to rush this and that. haix. It's tiring at times. Sian...confusing feelings again ~ nvm.. i'll go and sleep ~ =
Saturday, August 05, 2006
What a cake week... =)
Had a total of 6 cakes this week..
Sat- chocolate
wed- fruits & mango
fri - coffee
Sat - Blueberry & fruits ~
hehe... lottsa cakes ~ all of them taste great... hehe
At loooonnnngggg last .... psychology module is completed!!!! Only thing is to wait for the results, which i don't think it will be even fair for me. kinda sad. haix.. for that kind of effort, i think the results will be justified. Bah ~ at least 1 down, 4 to go~
Had a total of 6 cakes this week..
Sat- chocolate
wed- fruits & mango
fri - coffee
Sat - Blueberry & fruits ~
hehe... lottsa cakes ~ all of them taste great... hehe
At loooonnnngggg last .... psychology module is completed!!!! Only thing is to wait for the results, which i don't think it will be even fair for me. kinda sad. haix.. for that kind of effort, i think the results will be justified. Bah ~ at least 1 down, 4 to go~
Friday, August 04, 2006
Tues
My wish came true~! My psychology group presented 2nd in class. Guess what ? They only started to prepare their script when the 1st group is presenting. I was like wth... of coz, i buay tahan them already. Angry ? frasturated ? I think i'm more disappointed. Looks can be deceiving. I thought i got good group members but end up... littat. Really nothing to say. bah~ gotta learn to look more "clearly" already. Luckily psychology is over... this sat(term test) . Yea~ i think my group flunk the presentation. Gotta really chiong for the term test. So much to do with so little time. =(
Wed
THX Lots everyone for everything. Kinda happy for a day =) . Only thing bad about today is lessons from 9 to 6... other then that, it's fun ~
Thurs
Went to sch to do puo. Nothing much. Juz revised finished plm but i don't think much entered my head. Kinda losing concentration these few days. Hope i will be able to do plm tml ~...
My wish came true~! My psychology group presented 2nd in class. Guess what ? They only started to prepare their script when the 1st group is presenting. I was like wth... of coz, i buay tahan them already. Angry ? frasturated ? I think i'm more disappointed. Looks can be deceiving. I thought i got good group members but end up... littat. Really nothing to say. bah~ gotta learn to look more "clearly" already. Luckily psychology is over... this sat(term test) . Yea~ i think my group flunk the presentation. Gotta really chiong for the term test. So much to do with so little time. =(
Wed
THX Lots everyone for everything. Kinda happy for a day =) . Only thing bad about today is lessons from 9 to 6... other then that, it's fun ~
Thurs
Went to sch to do puo. Nothing much. Juz revised finished plm but i don't think much entered my head. Kinda losing concentration these few days. Hope i will be able to do plm tml ~...
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