Long time since I last posted one entry. Yes, school started already. A new semester means a new hope and this new hope means Ke Ai! Yes, ke ai from Bms, Bmt option, that ke ai gal. For so long, have being admiring her from afar. Too bad, cannot admire her closer which is why I feel sad.

No doubts, this post is delicated to the wonderful, adorable, cute ke ai. Today, during BPhar lectures, I sat behind ke ai !!! It was a wonderful feeling. So near yet so far (haix). I find it hard to concentrate during lectures for quite awhile. Ke ai is simply too adorable ! Kinda happy sitting there listening to lectures. In fact, it reduces the possibility of me falling asleep during the lecture. However, time flies when you are enjoying it, lecture ended earlier than it should be. This is something to be happy about but it also means that I will not be able to see ke ai.

Hopefully I can see ke ai everyday ! She brightens up my day even if seeing her for like 1 second. ^^

Now, 12.36am. Here I am doing nothing except typing these. Not forgetting sipping some chrysanthemum tea too. Well, life have been boring for me. Kinda missed school already. Yepz, left 3 more weeks of holidays which means I have to endure another 3 more weeks before going to school.

It's kinda weird. I dunno when I started to like schooling. However, years left in school is very little, 1.5 years more to end poly life. This also means 1.5 years more to NS. Time flies, I still remember those secondary school days. yea...

I've been thinking alot for these past few nites. Thinking about my life. Sometimes I wonder if my expectation of others is too high. Perhaps yes. Mm. So I've thought through already. In the future, I shalln't expect anything already.

My mind is filled with question marks... Perhaps giving up is the best choice already. Oh well, we'll see... =